Day 2
Clearer eyes , less wheezing, more minutes in the day , my car stinks , I’m finding lighters everywhere!
My smoking had become so unmanageable in the weeks building up to my desperate urge to quit , I remember losing a fresh pouch of tobacco and needing to buy another in a matter of minutes , spending a total of $80 in one day !!
This time seems different to my last attempts , I’m not completely obsessed with the fact I’m not smoking , that I’m somehow missing out , how much I actually love those little lung busters and how they somehow always make everything seem better !!! . I’m settled with the idea of not smoking , I’m determined, I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired , I feel like I’ve got no other way , to continue to smoke will eventually kill me , it’s like the smoke screen has been smashed and I’m seeing and feeling my smoking habit for what it truely is !!!!!
I found coffee to be a really great condiment with a fag , which meant as my smoking increased so did my coffee intake , I would experience, nausea, dizziness and fatigue by lunchtime most days , I’m sur the copious amounts of perfume did not help my situation.
Site Title 